Wednesday, September 30, 2009

the mind of a serial killer.

"I saw before me a forest of crucifixes which gradually turned into trees. At first there appeared to be dew, or rain, dripping from the branches, but as I approached I realized it was blood. Suddenly the whole forest began to writhe and the trees, stark and erect, to ooze blood...A man went to each tree catching the blood...When the cup was full he approached me. 'Drink,' he said, but I was unable to move." -JOHN GEORGE HIAGH.

Q. "What do you think when you see a pretty girl walking down the street?"
A. "One side of me says, 'I'd like to talk to her, date her.' The other side of me says, 'I wonder how her head would look on a stick?'"

"The women I killed were filth -- bastard prostitutes who were littering the streets. I was just cleaning up the place a bit."

"He started messing with the Christmas tree, telling me how nice the Christmas tree was. So I shot him."

"People are like maggots, small, blind and worthless"

"Society right from the very beginning started to make me an animal. . . that's why I started all that killing."

"She was giving me oral sex, and she got carried away . . . So I choked her."

Tuesday, September 29, 2009


we are not wives. We sell our skills, not our bodies. We create another secret world, a place only of beauty. The very word "geisha" means artist and to be a geisha is to be judged as a moving work of art.

i miss me and jorgia's minnesota hoodies.

i always wore the red one cause it clashed with her hair


im so content with everything at the moment.
going to japan in febuary, mum bought me home all these brochures and it looks so lovely, there's a geisha spotting section. 0.0

Saturday, September 26, 2009

gave in again,


not so much dissapointed in myself, but a certain someone who would be dissapointed in me.

Friday, September 25, 2009

hello hinata hyuga.

(without the jacket markings)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

ooooooooooomg like, three weeks away.

so, armageddon is on in three weeks and i'm going as hinata hyuga from the konoha village (leaf village hidden in the mist)
her family is known for having the byakugan, and is very well known.
she is a Kunoichi ninja, at chunin level. (kunoichi means female ninja btw)

Hinata is generally kind-hearted, timid, soft-spoken, and polite, applying appropriate name suffixes to most people. Hinata can be a bit of a pacifist as well. She is a kind individual, who is unwilling to watch people get hurt in front of her.
As a result of her father deeming her inferior, Hinata often lacks self-confidence, and despite training hard, often makes mistakes on missions.

Hinata has a long-standing admiration for Naruto Uzumaki, making her one of the few female characters her age, if not the only, to not have a crush on Sasuke Uchiha. Despite being painfully obvious to almost every other character, Naruto has always been oblivious to her attention. Due to her timidness, he finds it awkward to be with her at times, particularly when she is unable to articulate what she wants to say, but still gets along well with her.

She has dark blue hair in a hime-cut style, with fairly long strands framing each side of her face, and fair skin. Like the rest of her clan, she possesses the infamous Byakugan eyes.

she wore a pale hooded jacket that had a fire symbol on the upper right and left sleeves, and navy blue pants. After becoming a Genin, she wore her Konoha forehead protector around her neck.

To Naruto) "When I watch you, I feel strong, like I can do anything - that even I am worth something."

(To Neji) "I will never go back on my word, because that's my ninja way too!"

(To Naruto) "I used to always cry and give up... I nearly went the wrong way... but you... you showed me the right way... I was always chasing you... wanting to overtake you... I just wanted to walk with you... I wanted to be with you... you changed me! Your smile saved me! So I’m not afraid to die protecting you!! Because I - love you..."

so there's the facts.

i'll upload what im wearing soon ;)

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Sunday, September 20, 2009

the koran.

you don't see, because you are blinded.
he has left you in darkness.
you don't see because you are left in darkness.
deaf, dumb and blind.
they will never return to the right path.
or like this fool who, beneath a dark storm cloud charged with thunder and and lightning, thrust their fingers into their ears for fear of death and when the lightning flashes they hide, they are scared.
they walk on, but in darkness, they stand still.

if what you say is true, if you doubt me.
bring your idols to assist, but be ready to fail.

date set.

three weeks, motherfucker.

on a lighter note,

i'm getting a wren bird tattoo, set the dates sir!

i just can't stand it

why does he still pop up in my mind?
he should right, yeah i know. but not with the thoughts im thinking.
it hurts.
reading his thoughts.. not knowing if it's about you, or not.
i never noticed his eyes, in all that time.

Friday, September 18, 2009

really good shopping day

bought like, three hundred dollars worth of shit.

Thursday, September 17, 2009


No one laughs at God on the day they realize
that the last sight they’ll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one’s laughing at God
When they’re saying their goodbyes
no one laughts are god
when their son hasn't come home from war
no one laughs at god when your father hasn't woken up for two whole days and he's cold and blue and you feel just about the same.

k, so we will get along just fine if you don't force your atheism down my throat. i have been raised this way, i really can't help it.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009


performed my contemporary solo yesterday & today
today was better then yesterday but crowd was better yesterday
i'm a gypsy in the don quixote and it's my first ballet dance
im scared as!

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

misery is second nature

im going to have fun this weekend, without you.

Monday, September 7, 2009

my lover, in the sky

She's been giving me hassle 'bout my attitude
I've been catching up on my sleep
"Why don't you make a very special effort?"
"Why don't you just give me peace?"

Sunday, September 6, 2009

polyvinyl chloride heaven

the butterflys fly away

nodded my head like yeah, moving my hips like yeaaah
okay, so it's miley cyrus.. but it's a good song! ;D

my hair's blondeyyy now, just putting toner on now
shit yeaah son. me and jmae did it, turned out allright for a home job.
considering getting extensions but i dont reaaly want to look plastic so i'll rock they short hair for awhile, ilyyyz.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

the young ones, two.

"No, Rik, crucifixion is a terrible way to commit suicide. You can never get the last nail in."

Friday, September 4, 2009

next to the piles of letters you sent me,

are the piles of letters i never sent you.

Thursday, September 3, 2009

peace will only come when she's mine.

he just gets better & better, dont you agree?
quite the opposite,
luckily i detected your sarcasm but
(oh declan)

so if you haven't noticed, venting anger through shopping.
let's all tune fourteen girls at once, why don't we? sure
you're not getting anywhere, boy. you're going the wrong way.
turn around now - while you still have a chance.

the people i've called my heroes,
recently have all changed
although mitch, jordy & jorgia are still the best people i can go too
joe & declan i love both of you a whollleee lot.
but you, i will, never go back to you again
learnt my lesson. you've forever left my mind.

i want you!

ha, hello pretty ^^
there's also black which looks good aswell, but it isint a white tux/bow it's also black, there also from secret squirrel
i have those heels so, bonus

who is andy.

"what are you reading?" - teagan
"oh just stuff about pop art, andy warhol and all that" - ren.
"who's that, wasn't he bad?" - teagan
"no! that was ned kelly silly" - jordy
|: "shut up, both of you" - ren

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

legit shit.

"These kids are all fat. I remember when you were in little league.... You were fat."

28-year-old Justin lives with his 78-year-old father. His twitter account lists all the stuff his dad says. Funny shit.

"You need to flush the toilet more than once...No, YOU, YOU specifically need to. You know what, use a different toilet. This is my toilet."
1:07 PM Aug 23rd from web

"Don't touch the bacon, it's not done yet. You let me handle the bacon, and i'll let you handle..what ever it is you do. I guess nothing."
11:15 AM Aug 22nd from web

"Your mother made a batch of meatballs last night. Some are for you, some are for me, but more are for me. Remember that. More. Me."
8:57 AM Aug 21st from web

"Your brother brought his baby over this morning. He told me it could stand. It couldn't stand for shit. Just sat there. Big let down."
9:35 AM Aug 20th from web

"It's watering plants, Justin. You just take a God damned hose and you put it over the plant. You don't even pay rent, just do it. Shit."
9:56 AM Aug 14th from web

The dog is not bored, it's a fucking dog. It's not like he's waiting for me to give him a fucking rubix cube. He's a god damned dog."
10:43 AM Aug 18th from web