planning our escape from this world.

listening to from a second story window, chopping on ice
it's freezing.

she sat up, pulled the covers close to her chest and blushed.
he looked around, threw his pants on and laughed.
"you think this is all a fucking show!"
"yeah babe, it's all a fucking show. just let them do it"
she got up and put her top on.
"you should know me better then that. i am better then that."
he laughed again, she's in denial. he thought to himself.
"you really haven't thought this all out have you?"
he left the door open.

:(

feeling blue and tired, didnt particuarly enjoy ballet tonight.
sike last night was amazing.
the coming home bit, not so much
me and joe basically just bitched about everyone for the whole night
joe left the light on and i couldnt be bothered getting up to close my door
at like three, i was like fuck! and got up. -.-
wish i could take the last 24 hours back
i fuckedddd up, bad

koneko.

intresting what you find when you clean you room out
old photographs, writing books, stories i never finished, songs and lyrics, cd's i thought i lost, toys, old food (ew) and letters.
it was good going through my old writings, and poems and things.
i used to have a bit of a talent for it, sort of lost in tranlation i think.
i love lolcats!

they so cuuutee n.n
me and koneko ahaha ^____^

D:

pretty shit mood, i've been really sick lately cause of the season's changing, happens every year, some worst then others. last year and the year before that were the worst i was sick for like a month -.-
it's coming pretty early this year, mind you.
gr so angry, can't find my sike your mind ticket annnywhere. i have joe's too so it's like ;o
waiting for max to come online.. dop dop dooo
went out for dinner tonight and it was pretty good but i think they poisoned me
i have finished my whole cosplay skit yeyeyayaaay.
oh max is online, ima go.

xxo

cosplay done.

well im in a massive squealy mood right now *fan girls faint*
i got my forehead protector today for my hinata cosplay, so thats means everythings done except for my wig but im getting that tommorow. so excited it's like, in 15 days :D






do i match her? :)

oh my.

so i will be visiting the wonderful city of tokyo next year, during their winter season (being my family's attraction to snow *rolls eyes*)

and as i am over the moon it just struck to me today. oh my fucking god.
japan = anime
anime = cosplay



THERES GOING TO BE COSPLAY SHOPS EVERYWHERE!
Animate
http://www.animate.co.jp/animate/map/east/ikebukuro/ikebukuro.html
http://www.animate.co.jp/animate/map/east/shibuya/shibuya.html
http://www.animate.co.jp/animate/map/east/akihabara/akihabara.html
http://www.animate.co.jp/animate/map/east/kinshicho/kinshicho.html
Gamers
http://www.broccoli.co.jp/gamers/honten2/main.html
http://www.broccoli.co.jp/gamers/honten3/main.html
http://www.broccoli.co.jp/gamers/ikebukuro/main.html
http://www.broccoli.co.jp/gamers/shinjuku/main.html

K-Books
http://www.k-books.co.jp/tenpo/anime/anime.html
http://www.k-books.co.jp/tenpo/akihabara/akiba.html

Toranoana
http://www.toranoana.jp/shop/shop_akiba.html

Cospa
http://www.cospa.com/shop/shibuya.html
http://www.cospa.com/shop/akiba.html
http://www.cospa.com/shop/marui.html

Cosplay(maid) cafe
http://www.curemaid.jp
http://www.mailish.jp
http://www.cos-cha.com



that many, infact.
and harajuku girls and it's fucking tokyo, okay?
im going to spend so much moohlah $$$
also cosplay cafe's
if you dont know what a cosplay cafe is here's a short explanation
basically kawaii japanese girls in tiny maid outfits serving you lunch.
it's basically my dream to make one in australia idc if it's a tiny subculture here
it will be gorgeous.
im so excited!
:D


video of a maid cafe if you dont squeal, run around a yell kawaii you have serious problems.
oh god it's so cuutttttttttteeeeeeee

i noticed, neither can i.

hmm, went through my old myspace playlist today
my music taste changed hasn't changed in two years, ahah

been having really good late night conversatios with max, thankgod someone who actually makes some sort of sense
i havent been able to sleep at all lately, ive been trying to cut down on my caffeine but it's really hard i made a teapot full of coffee today, it was great n.n


thankgod for the go channel, just shoot me and the nanny repeats.